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Unreliable

Love is unreliable because one day we could be as happy as could be then the next we could just be lying there on our beds looking up at our ceiling thinking. How could everything have changed in one day?

Life is just as unreliable because we could be all happy and healthy one day and the next we could be sick and not at all feeling our best. Just about thinking why oh why did I have to take that extra Panadol or why did I agree to do the drug. Therefore how could one single moment in life that goes wrong change everything?!

Friends are also unreliable because just like love and life they could be there one day and gone the next. We could just be lying there with one of our best friends one day hoping that nothing will change and then it all does. So your left there thinking how could one tiny word change so much.

So just be aware that the next time you say or do something you may just as well as shot your best friend and the love of your life in the head with all the pain that you may cause them.

HEAR ME CRY

You say you will be there for me but to you those are only words and you never really are there for me. You never want to hear me cry, you never want to be there for me when I’m down or to pick me back up when I fall.

You were always putting everything else before me and my feelings when I needed you.

In the end you did the thing the neither of us wanted you pushed me away instead of keeping me close when I cried and when I needed you.

You never once helped me wipe my tears away instead you told me to deal with it like big girl.

When you left me I wanted to die until you said that you hated to hear me cry that’s why you pushed me away and never held on when you should have, but you never also wanted me to hear you cry because every time you saw me cry or saw a rogue tear rolling down my soft cheek it broke your heart to see me so upset.

I never wanted to lose you.

I would rather die than see you as upset as you were.

Well you are now dead and no one is here to pick me up when I’m down or to call me beautiful even when I have tears rolling down my face ruining my make-up no one is here to hear me cry. You were my world, my life, my every thing.

You will always be in my heart as perfect as you were when you stopped me from leaping to my death off of the rocks. You held on so tight for the both of us that day. But now you’re gone and I have no one hear to hold me back from leaping to my death.

I will miss you forever and I will always have a place for you in my heart no matter what I will never stop loving you.